pap3r-cranes

2006-03-17T10:41:00.001-08:00

Sorry guys, i havent been bloggin much, simply cos i'm in NS.

NS life is pretty much fine. but somehow and somewhere, i feel as if somethings missing. something in my life..

probably, i'm home sick? probably, i think too much? everything feels so different..

sighs.

anyway, i've changed my handphone number, i shall not post it here. (to avoid GAYS from pickin me up) please send me a msg in friendster and i'll reply u asap.

:)

shall update my blog further..

till then, everyone

Have Fun and enjoy your youth. We must enjoy life to the fullest and try out everything. (eg. bed-ing 2 girls at once) whahahaha. ok i was crapping.

-recruit ad signing out. :)

2006-03-17T10:41:00.000-08:00

happy new yr

2006-01-31T21:05:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI.

have been quite a loooong while since i last blogged. not that i dont want to, but its that i'm LAZY. and yeah.. happy lunar new year to u guys.

Recent updates..

Gonna go in NS (civil def) on 14th march. (guys wanna meet up with me, pls give me a buzz on my mobile phone)
Waiting for traffic police.
Just won big bucks.
Might open a chalet. (any more details, i shall post it here)

(guys, pls get me on my mobile or tagboard and i will get back to u asap)

2006-01-01T08:10:00.000-08:00

This year New year celebration was quite a disaster.

Shawn, Darren, Ber n me wenta NYE @ Sentosa. When we reach there, we were like quite bored. Cos we were expecting babes. but when we went there, there were babes. BUT, those babes either are with their friends, or boyfriends and some with family.

but its alright. we thought we could pick some up at the foam party there. when we went in, we looked around at the foam area. NO BABES. its alright. we thought that, probably after they change the songs to RNB, the babes might start pouring in.

we waited, waited and waited.

and we wonder y no RNB. then we saw the WKRZ913 sign there. and they were like the only dj's spinning. OMFG. u can fucking imagine.

those normal asians, doing their fire ball dance inside the foam area. and those bangla's, they were doing their bangladeshi, under coconut tree style moves. we 4 stood there, like 4 fucking fools.

its like, we dont fit in? duh. wad were we suppose to do?. splash foam at each other. i splash u, u splash me? if it was with babes, its alright, but all guys?!? hello? that's so FUCKING GAY.

WHICH FUCKING GUY SPLASHES FOAM AT OTHER GUYS?.

we didnt want to waste our money going there, so we decided to like join in the 'fun'. so we stood there, trying to figure out how those ah bengs do their fireball dance, just then, the foam started pouring out. we quickly rushed there. and the next thing i knew..

all the fcuking banglahs, and muds were rushing there too. and they ran pushed, squeezed their way to get foam. their fucking slimy body touched mine, and the next thing, i was being pushed onto the ground.

wtf. now i know why there are no babes around. now instead of molesting girls, they molest guys.

ccb. after the countdown, we left for town.

just when i thought we could have some peace at orchard road. i was WRONG.

We had a slow stroll from doby ghaut to orchard road. i was chatting with ber and suddenly, this cute girl came up to me, PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST. sprayed foam on me. "happy new yr" and she walk away quite fast. i was like zzzzzz. suddenly, one group of banglah walk past us.

CCB. Use that spray can foam to spray at me. they spray liao then run. girl spray ok, but banglahs?. i tell u, the whole group of us was like looking out for our asses out there.

"1 spray can for 1 dollar." we saw this guy selling it. a grin was stuck to our face.

"UNCLE, I WANT 10CANS." but in the end we bought about 6 cans.

wahaha. i made sure those banglah's kana gao gao from us. become snowman. we ran around, assaulting teenagers, kids, banglahs and even girls who tried sneaking up on us.

then we targeted this single banglah guy. me, darren and shawn crept up to him. 3 ways. spray the shit out of him.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR. MR SNOWMAN. OREO COOKIES"

den we run.

wahahahahahahhaaa. so fucking funny. from black turn white. those banglahs sure had it from us.

we're turning 20, but we still act like kids.

like they say, once a patrician always a patrician.

=)

penang

2005-12-26T22:21:00.000-08:00

celebrated xmas in penang. the same usual stuff.

i walked in into a dvd shop in penang. blur as i m. "uncle, got little nemo?" the uncle looked at me and scratched his head, "little nemo?" just then some old aunties were there. they went 'little nemo?" wahahahahahahahaahahahahaha. and laughed their fat ass off.

its like wads so funny? they went "boy, its FINDING NEMO. u how old liao still watch cartoon?" they speaked english with a hokkien kinda accent. its sounded quite funny though.

i stood there, look at them and laughed. WHAHAHHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

"wads so funny?" they asked.

"ur english."

2005-12-19T19:18:00.000-08:00

Sentosa was helluva fun, and dinner @ carl's junior was great.

i shall upload pics real soon.

special thanks to, raheem,darren,jonas,leandra,david,owen,john,desmond,the fatty(i forgotten his name),kai lun..

n to end it all,

"I LOVE DOGGY STYLE, ITS MY FAV. omg, everyones looking at me, did i say it too loud?" owen.

wahahaha.

meet

2005-12-15T23:03:00.000-08:00

LETS ALL MEET UP BEFORE I AM ENLISTED IN NS.

the beauty

2005-12-09T11:43:00.000-08:00

the beauty. LTD - AX400.

my xmas gift anybody? : )

updated my blog

2005-12-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i've updated my blog.

Secondly,

HAPPY 1YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF SINGLEHOOD

its already 1year since i was last single. hahas.

Sorry peeps. havent been blogging much. So damn lazy nowadays. So many things to do and yet so little time. Shall update more tomorrow.

neway, dota any1?.

=)

2005-12-03T04:24:00.000-08:00

the girl at the road show.

omg.

and i still think about her.

<3~~

-its feels like the first night together-

-the feeling i get when our eyes first met-

<3~~

(stupid website is down for blogsongs..)

love.

2005-11-26T22:41:00.000-08:00

I'M IN LOVE.

<3........................................

lalala

2005-11-21T07:16:00.001-08:00

havent been blogging much cos of work.

and no mood to blog.

sighs.

i'm stressed

lalala

2005-11-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging much cos of work.

and no mood to blog.

sighs.

i'm

ssdc.

2005-11-09T15:59:00.000-08:00

I remembered last month, i was with Simon at ssdc. we were about to take circuit test route. he handed to me a number 17 tag, n he took number 7 tag.

I ask him why he wanted to take number 7 as the number 7 is one of the first few to take the test. he replied "lucky number" and "david beckham is number 7."

ok fine. after the test, our results were out.

"eh, u pass ar?." i asked him.

"ya lar. u leh?"

"fail la. fuck sia. Cb. instructor never pan chance 1 (give chance)."

"Lan cheow. i tell u already, die die dun put ur leg out. now tiok immediate failure. see la, cannot book with u next lesson already."

"Fuck la. u super tyco can. always take number 7 den pass. Lesson 3 also take number 7. 2 times pass."

"Lan cheow. its call skillful hor. look at david beckham. SKILLFUL. now i have to take the Pract 6 by myself. Lan cheow."

"fuck sia, my number tag 17. got extra number 1. cb. if dun have the 1 in front, i sure pass. next lesson i make sure i better take number 7.."

"lan cheow. take number 7 doesnt mean u will pass. its skill de. LanCheow. u pass alr den call me."

with that we bid each other good bye.

True enough today, remembering what simon said last month, i took the number 7 tag. and guess what?. I PASSED MY FREAKING TEST. OMG, so freaking happy. i like didnt take any lessons for a whole month. am i lucky or what?. i decided to call Simon..

"simon, i passed today. lets go book nxt pract tgt."

"lan cheow, where u go for 1 month sia. i already pract8, next wait for TP already."

"woah, so fast ar.."

"ya balls. so u passed how many points?."

"18points. and ya, i was using number 7 tag".

"lan cheow, si bei tyco sia. 18points.."

i realise his most common phrase, Lan cheow. like he dun have other vocabs. i decided to mimic him.

"lan cheow. ITS CALL SKILLFULL."

after we chatted awhile den we put down the phone. i went over to the counter to take the PDL form, to apply for license on the road. then this china girl who took the test and passed, asked me, in chinese.

"ji fen?" means how many points in chinese. i replied her "18". "u're very lucky." she said in chinese.

"Lan Cheow. its called skillful." i said. Then she gave me a long look. i realise she didnt really knw english, so i replied to her in chinese. we chatted awhile before goin off.

for a china girl, upon 10. i give her 6.5points. Not bad.

speaking about girls.

Fuck sia. dunno wads with the instructor. today my lucky day, i was supposed to pillion her, cos she was the next rider after me. but then the instructor extra. saw me want to pillion her. he went.

'got another lady rider. i ask her pillion u.' the instructor asked her to move away from my bike and go to the waiting area for the other female rider.

Chao chee bye sia.

Of all my life in ssdc, i never even pillion girl. always pillon guys guys guys. sighs.

It was such a fucking wasted experience, but nonetheless, i passed my test. :)

that was all i can ask for..

2005-11-03T22:16:00.000-08:00

Clubbing on halloween @ newsroom bar

WAS HELLUVA PARTY.

great party. so much fun.

thanks to ming, joel, shawn, greg, broan, desmond, geraldine n her frens.

=)..

just found a job at harbour front. starting tml.. sighs.

yawns

2005-10-31T15:11:00.000-08:00

CRAPS.

i went to gym on sat. she wasnt there. just my luck.

i shld had approached her last week. and now i feel like kicking myself in the arse. crapps.

ITS HALLOWEEN DAY, TODAY.

lets have fun tonight.

=)

may your heart.

2005-10-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

i went out with alicia few days back.

its funny isnt it?. every time when we're out towning, or walking and shopping about. ur name always appear in our conversation. and its not like those gossiping type of conversation. its like..

"She likes em.."

"thats her favourite!~"

kind of conversation.
those fun filled memories are buried deep within me. somehow, i just cherish every moment of it. and yet i feel so stupid at times..

We started of as good friends. became lovers. and the next thing i knew, we arent even frens.
I guessed i screwed it all. i was rash and stupid at that time. things that i shouldnt have done, i did. if i had only calm down a little.. but its just a little bit too late. There's no way u'll forgive me. and i dont blame u for that.

I've realised that i had not only lost you. but rather, a good friend too, giving me advices and showering me with love and concern.

Its already coming to a year since the breakup, i wonder how have u been. i cannot blame u for hating me and giving me a cold shoulder, i think i deserve it. Its too late for me regret now, i can just hope for things to turn up better. I do not intend to take the first step in doing anything, cos i fear it will just messed things up now. I've screwed up alot. Already the relationship between us are so messed up. I do not know what i can do. or what i can say..

Nothing i do is right. So i'll let time and fate decide.

gym.

2005-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

i saw the one in hougang gym on saturday.

:)

n i cant take my mind off her.

Next week saturday, if she's there i'll go get her number. if not i aint called adrian. hahahaha.

Congrats to greg.

foul 23 times for # ball.

allehluya.

there goes $23.

hahas.

Happy birthday guys!~

2005-10-17T12:44:00.000-07:00

Birthday celebrations for greg!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREG!~

The birthday boy being held up.

Candid shot!~..
(from left to right - Greg in white. Ming in brown, Kelvin in green screwing ming ass. Shawn in stripe tee, Andrew in red, Me in shades, Collin in brown, Bernard in black singlet, Dion in black. Say Kuan beside Dion blocked by Broan. Joel in green stripe, and Broan in white with failed attempt to flip)

(terrence, ming, me , kelvin)

-end-

sentosa

2005-10-11T01:41:00.000-07:00

i went sentosa with lishi baby and cheryl. n bumped into sheena and rachel @ harbour front. but they were heading to siloso while lishi wanted to go tanjong beach. in the end we split up.

okay. if u have never went to KM8, DONT GO. Cos there's this minah bitch who goes ard bitching. i was like having snacks and she RUDELY INTERRUPTED OUR MEAL saying 'hey u cant bring outside food here." ok fine. after we were done, we were like packing our stuff. lishi and cheryl went to get drinks @ the bar. they left for the bar. few mins later, the dumb minah bitch came. She probably had a bad pronouncing "hello" so she went,

'HeeeeeeeeeeeeLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLoooooo"

probably the longest hello u could ever hear in ur whole entire life, and she completed her sentence "i said u cant eat here." wearing her stupid brown shades, carrying a broomstick* ard. i replied tt i was done and was cleaning up the rubbish. and she went "in order for u to sit here, u got to buy drinks." and she gave me the face like i had no money to buy drinks.

(* broomstick = to her intelligent level. yes that dumb)

i wanted to dump the rubbish at the ground n said ur race, ur job. but it was kinda bastard..

but i jus smiled and pointed to lishi and said "they getting drinks." feeling satisfied with the answer, she left, with her broomstick to sweep more rubbish at the other part of the bar.

u might think that's the end. but NOOOOOOO. (following her longggg 'hello' speech)

There was like, chairs for u to sit on to sun tann. they were in pairs. so obviously i have to take one chair so that 3 of us could sit together.

u guessed it.

she was back. and still carrying her broomstick, she went "hey.. u cant join the chairs. u got to push it back and sit there."

there was like no crowd, and nobody. whats the problem with joining chairs? it wasnt taken at all. probably she was DUMB and STUPID. after saying that, she left, again sweeping floor..

i didnt want to argue with her. cos i was afraid she was too stupid to even understand wad i was saying..

well minah, fuck u and ur broomstick.

if u're probably wun so fucked up, u wldnt be working in a beach bar.

CONCLUSION:

Dont get a sweeper to do a waitress job. get a waitress to do a sweeper job.

and yes, sweepers are that dumb.

Sun wasnt really very good today. but i manage to get a little tanner.. it started pouring later. we decided to head into the pool and we saw.

"ONLY LADIES AND COUPLES."

i was like wtf. had ta pretend lishi was my gf.. the water in the pool. was like milky. its like swimming in cum sauce. so freaking yucky. now i know the reason for "ONLY LADIES AND COUPLES." cos guys would be disgusted.

............ after that, had my shower and headed to home sweet home.

:) what a day.

(now i know, do waiter/waitress job, they dont see qualifications)

:)

2005-10-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

Am i such a pain to u, that u just want to ignore me?..

whatever i do or say now, is just another mistake to u?.

forget me then. as i'm just a prick.

"as my memory rest,
but never forget what i lost,
wake me up when september ends"

2005-10-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

I went for my bike test.

So after the test, we were told to pillion other riders. and my luck. i got a fat guy. i mean as in really really fat.. about 3 times my weight.

we had to like lock our fingers and so call grip the rider some sort of hugging. so i was the pillion first. he was so fat that. I COULDNT EVEN LOCK MY FREAKING FINGERS. ok, that's how fat he is. even my tip of my fingers cldnt meet each other. u can imagine.. fat and hilarious. he was pretty save. smooth rider. but when it was my turn to pillion him.

U CAN IMAGINE.

firstly when he got onto the bike. the whole freaking bike went down. and i was like fuck?. Then, when i started moving off. It was FUCKED. I cant control the bike. had difficulties turning. and the next thing i had to turn up the throttle otherwise the bike cldnt move.. and when i did that, the engine went PRAATTTTTTTT. so FUCKING LOUD. everyone look at my direction. LOL. and they smiled.. Went up the slope. wasnt too bad. but..... when it was the figure of 8.

HAHAs.. (fig of 8 is a small narrow course, that riders have to ride their bike in a 8 shape). So.. he said "anytime when u're ready".

i was like cannot make it already. cant do a proper right turn then ask me to do figure of 8.. zzz.
i realease the clutch and go...

WHOOOOOOOT. wldnt believe it man. i didnt turn enough cos the bike was like so heavy. i ended up hitting THE CURB. WENT STRAIGHT INTO THE GRASS PATCH. PASS THE TREE..

HAHAs. it was fucking hilarious man. everyone was like staring and laughing. LOL. it was amazing we didnt drop. LOL. everyone gave me the thumbs up sign. LOL.

after that i receive my results, i was like crap. but i did enjoy myself..

mapling time!~.

bloggers wierd

2005-10-04T00:50:00.000-07:00

Omg.. wad happened to blogger?. i cant seem to read its font.

craps.

i havent been bloggin much. sorry guys..

i know people like jun and huiyi wants to know SO MUCH about my life. oh well..

gonna change the blog layout soon..

mapling..

sentosa

2005-09-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

i'm burnt. i'm as red as a lobster.

and i really regretted not getting tt black bikini babe number.

its all ur fault ekkawat.

:D~~ hahas..

raheem, darren, hannah, jonas, leandra, ekkawat, desmond..

it was nice seeing u guys.

miles apart, brought together by fate.

how suay is that?

eat my lobster flesh.

2005-09-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

clubbing was pretty screwed..

super pack..

friends that i have never seen in ages, met them today.

somebody, whom i really want to say hi,

i cldnt bring myself to do it.

and maybe...

i always wanted to be like this, and like that..

but i realise, i should just be myself. :)

If I could be like that,

I would Give anything

Just to live one day,

in those shoes

If I could be like that,

what would I do

What would I do

tired. so long and good nite.

2005-09-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

my blogger got FUCKED.

i shall stop blogging for awhile..

all those stupid square boxy thingy...

argh.

: (

addicted.

2005-09-18T13:27:00.002-07:00

I'm OUTTA JOB. craps. no jobs avail..

:(

have been on the com almost 24/7. playing stupid games..

I'M BORED. PLS ASK ME OUT.

haha.

addicted.

2005-09-18T13:27:00.001-07:00

I'm OUTTA JOB. craps. no jobs avail..

:(

have been on the com almost 24/7. playing stupid games..

I'M BORED. PLS ASK ME OUT.

haha.

: )

2005-09-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

i kinda like her.

: )

yeA. passed ma Lessons. circuit revision test next mon..

if ya didnt care about me, why do u read ma blog?..

2005-09-12T16:32:00.000-07:00

someone's just jealous..

we're just friends. come on.. focus on ur upcoming exam.. chills~

: )

whees. i passed ma lesson3..!~ moving on to lesson4. very soon. i'll get ma BIKE LICENSE. how soon is soon?. in october!..

What makes a good guitar?.
- a good guitarist.

i'll prove my worthy and brush up my techniques..

here i go~..

2005-09-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

it isnt a toy. its for real. FEATURING THE KILLER- HAUNTED 3PO.

brilliant isnt it?. was used by dir En grey~. i'll get mine soon. : ) just wait and see.

went swimming with jun. and crap. it rained. bet huiyi was singing. it always rain when she sings.

another boring day ahead. i needa find a job. and i'm desperately in need of a job!~.

jAmming

2005-09-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

jamming was fucked..

dont ask y.

i want a black butterfly.

A FENDER BLACK SLEEK, BUTTERFLY SHAPED GUITAR. AND DISTORTION PEDAL.

: )

i'm saving $.

if u guys have job, must let me knw yea?..

ma black butterfly.

2005-09-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

ok peeps.

FRIDAY 11.30am @ orchard mrt station.

jamming session~

pls bring ur guitars. (as u all know that the guitar they provide are crappy ones)

:)

2005-09-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

ok. so since u have read ma blog.

its not partly ur sis fault. be that way.

jus drown and die..

cos this time i dont give a FUCK.

best buddy.

2005-09-07T21:20:00.000-07:00

a dedicate to my best friend

we used to be good friends, lovers. and what had happened now. i see u falling. i cant pretend not to care. yes, u did hurt me so bad. and yes, u wanted me to move on. and i already did. cant be better anymore. it took me so long to get over u. but u played hard, and eventually making me think that u're the bitch. but i knw u jus wanted me to move on with life.

thank you for that.

i'm really worried about u. wad will happen to u if this does not stop. stop running away from home. it doesnt solve any problem. i have no right to tell u that. but ur parents are really very worried for u. and they have found out much things about u..

please please wake up now..

if u're being abuse by ur partner, please be wise enough to stand up. stop letting him push u over. he cheats on u, hurts u so much, and yet u forgive him time after time. in the end, u will be the one losing out.. i do not wish to interferre with ur r/s. but i think i should knock some sense into u.

you always say i m dumb.

but u r even worst.

you said i deserve a better partner,

look at urself.

you said what u get is not proportional to what u get.

its true, u dont get proportional to what u give. but that doesnt mean u keep taking but not giving more.

please wake up. i wanna see the old u...

i shall pray for u.

2005-09-06T03:57:00.000-07:00

it took me so long to forget about you.

and now that i see u falling..

compassions in ma nature. i shall help u just once.

er,
i changed my mind.

2005-09-05T02:13:00.000-07:00

went out with huiyi and jun.

just to get punked by them.

wasted my money on a low budget film. thanks to somebody who didnt want to walk back to lido. bleah.

stoooopid arses!~

:D

i seriously am desperate for a job.!~

~Well, happy bday bro!~

~hope u find a better and higher paying job~

jobbie..

2005-09-02T22:48:00.000-07:00

i will not give up finding a job.

i will not give up finding a job.

i will not give up finding a job.

i will not give up finding a job.

i will not give up finding a job.

i will find another better job.

and i believe i will, if i dont give up.

:) motorbike practical's on later at 1245.

another boring day.

~i'm gonna run to my school friends, "i've got ma license, i've got ma license"~

~soon...~

sony

2005-08-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

u made me lose my job.

and i'm going to make u lose yours too. u stabbed me in the back, and now i make sure i'm gonna stab u even harder,triple.

if u dont lose your job, i make sure u suffer HUMILIATION as a CHEAT/CORRUPTED LEADER. make u lose ur RANK. make u lose ur REPUTATION. and make sure u're BLACK LISTED.

i had enough of u.. stop preaching christianity in work. its damn fucking irritating.. i wasnt refering to christianity. I'm refering to u. yes u fucking fat bastard. and stop trying to act cool or be cool. u have a motorbike so what?!.. u pick gals that are my age. 18-19yrs old. u're 25 god damn it. pick some one ur age. why?. u cant. i forgot u only sit behind the com and click ur arse away to know gals. tts probably y gena broke up with u. cos u're a fat fuck u fucktard. and when she broke up with u. tears start to form in ur eye. u couldnt cry. and u gave this really fucking attitude. "dun talk to me, i got no mood to talk". omg. u fuck. u think u're jay zhou?. pls mr fucktard.. u're fucking ugly. ur eyes are so far apart. u look like 1 hammer head shark.

u're named as a fucking 'kengster' in ns. no wonder u're not a man. only know how to stab ppl in the back.. y?. cant fuck me in ma face?. got no balls to tell me?.. i forgot u've got a pussy in between those balls of urs.

anyway i cant blame u. cos u arent educated. only complete Os. 25yrs old and get O level cert?.. u said u was from what what school?.. OMG. stop acting here. i think u cant solve a bloody trigo question here. and please. dont ask the company to sponsor u in your studies.. cos its a fucking waste of resources on u..

u brainless fucktard.

the next thing is u always exaggerate so much. and give so much fucking excuse.. u talk to much man. u fucktard. ur jokes are lame and cold. DO U EVER SEE ANYONE LAUGHING AT UR COLD JOKES?. only u laugh at ur own jokes, u brainless fucktard. and who laugh at their own jokes?. OMG. can u name any1?.. try cracking intelligent jokes. i bet u cant cos u're a brainless fucktard hammerhead puss-ed in the face shark. and no i wasnt refering to little nemo that shark. i was refering to UR FACE. stop laughin.

and btw, may i know which chruch u go too?. HELLO. what have they been teaching u all this while.? are u sure u're goin to a chruch?. or did u draw a cross on the wall and claim ur room as a chruch? proclaim chruch ehs?. are u sure u're praying to god. not somebody else?.. shark god?..

Practice wad u preach. u asshole.

do u believe god can save u from my manupalative, cunning, scheming plan of mine? maybe he would. if u start to read the bible now. oops did i say bible. i think if u read both koran and bible, (no offence to both religion here) only then god will help a fucktard with a fuck face of yours.

christian and muslim believes are some what similiar.

and muslim believes- an eye for an eye.

did u believe u can get away for fucking me in the back?. u're so naive.

u're in for a good reward. i shall let u enjoy ur fucking supervisor post for a week.

(best supervisor award, 2weeks supervisor and WHAMP fired.)

hahahahahahahahahahahahas.

here's a pic of the most mother fucker. (he deleted me in friendster, but i manage to source this out). u cant run bitch.

(illustrated by sara. she's freaking hilarious)

thats the mother fucker for u. i shall be nice and protect his identity.

(many special thanks to sara. she's one helluva good artist) :) pls tag.

outta job.

2005-08-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

i've been backstabbed.

n i've lost ma job.

sighs. its alright.

i'm okay.

2005-08-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

~at work~

out of no where.

SEL and her fren hwie sie pop by my shop. :)

how nice, and they were pretty j-e-a-l-o-u-s that i had $1.30 gelato ice cream. HAHAS. too bad.

i'm still contemplating if i should buy that rectangular ck watch.. i'm so in lovw with it. again money is not a factor. i'm rich..

~the band~

stacey msg me and asked if i wanna join pin's band cos they are looking for rhythm guitarist. am still contemplating about it. but the kind of music she does, its a little different from mine. and emo music. are they called music?. sighs.

and on the other hand, timothy wanna join my band. he cant play music for nuts. u name it. cant blow a recorder. and he said he only wants to sing. steal my lime light.. die die oso want to join my band. think i shant let him join my band, cos he'll be more popular then me in future. lol.

:)

more gelato ice cream at $1.30. i'm growing fat. and i like it.

2005-08-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

another rewarding day.

yes, i m in fact managing stress in a very good way.

and i will not hesistate to smack da daylights out of anyone, if they'd step onto my tail.

u MUSTAFA BASTARDS. show some respect. bleah..

and i really mean it.

+))

:)

2005-08-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

i try hard to be strong. but i know i m weak.

i've been robbed away of my love, and my family

i can only look back at the past and remember the happy times.

: )

my weakness is my emotions. and i will change that. =)

works as usual later today. guess i will turn in soon.

: )

2005-08-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

i went for ns check up. got into pest B. hahahAAa.. but when they said i might get exempted from ns cos of ma blood, i was even happier still. anyway. i doubt so.. yEah.

failed ma bike practical and have ta go again. that sucks. wasted so much money on pract 1. now i know y sg gov is rich in funds.. sighs.

another boring day ahead..

2005-08-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

Whee.. i passed ma RTT. now left lessons. so darn freakin happy.

=))

RTT = riding theory test..

i'm just left with 7more lessons before i get ma license.

x))

monday

2005-08-16T01:08:00.000-07:00

jamming sessions in the afternoon.

i pratically got the whole chords n tabs in ma head by now. so its just desmond leads n andrews drumming.

yes, its tt song. PapaRoach- Scars.

its just the stupid lyrics i got to remember.. i shall try to sub the screaming part "GO FIX URSELF". into other parts.

firstly being, i cant scream.. secondly, its gay screaming.

:D

went for this supposedly "meeting" in ma company but end up it was a party. craps. won a mouse as a lucky draw.. free flow of stout, beer and coke.

not last and not least. my pay. i feel rich.

After that i met sara for dinner. but end up playin dota. we lost, cos of her. bleah. jus kidding. :D~~

what a coincidence, both of us wore green today.. and it will be an insult to me if people mistook us as an item. BLEAH.

LOL. LOL. okok. i was jus joking. hehehehes. *grins*

another boring day ahead tomorrow.
meeting at sony hq.

sighs.

~she sat there, tears started to pour from her eyes. "dont leave me."she said~

~and i was left behind~

~ everything i held onto was burnt in purple furion fire~

~my scar reminds me that the past is real~

bOring

2005-08-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

aNother boring day.

fuck la desmond. we're suppose to go jamming. what happened?!.. progression practices. and ma freakin guitar is out of tune. just ma luck. tml's ma bike lesson. :D

vespa or phantom?.

-.-"

-"u're the legendary Stormie?"-

-how long can 1 be remembered?-

2005-08-08T16:21:00.000-07:00

I saw ma supervisor and 2 of ma colleagues watching some handheld video on psp. it was a snooker game. i poped out a question.

me "do u play snooker?."

supervisor "yea."

me "oic.. i play too. lets go play some time end of this week."

my other 2 colleagues was like "haha.. do u know who is he?"

me "well, my supervisor. DUH. who is he?!"

they went like that. (illustrated below)

i was like. omg. my mouth was wide open..

hahas. totally shocking. colleagues was like, "u play with him, u can sit down buy a can of coke and drink first."

was like C-R-A-P-S.

damn.. No 7 PLAYER.

urgh.

work's pretty much relaxing and enjoyable and ma new location. bugis sony. :)

no manager, cool supervisor, nice colleagues. and cheap ice crem. $1.30 for a mountain cup of italian ice cream.

+D~~ i'm growing fat.

well, i still cant think of the lyrics i want ta write. is it worth, to write about her.

sighs.~

studio

2005-08-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

went jamming in the studio.

and when i told him i've got a new song, and he heard it. and des was like !!!!!~~~~~ its DAMN NICE.

i just need the drummer to do the drumming for it.

nice and simple.

shall go and fill in the lyrics now.

=)

2005-07-31T13:47:00.000-07:00

i've fallen sick.!~

DAMN FLU, SORE THROAT AND ULCER.

no voice.!~.

argh.

tired.

2005-07-29T01:08:00.000-07:00

i overslept.!~

omg, and i rushed to ssdc, and quickly did ma test without even thinking it.!~

and guess what.

NO. I DIDNT PASS. I FLUNKED. omg. argh. so much for oversleeping. sighs. and the people who sat beside me past. argh. wasted 6bucks on basic theory and 5bucks on cab. rAhhhhh.

fingers getting better already now. can jam music alr.. =)

i have ta wait till next thurs to jam in the freaking studio. no one wanna replace me @ work. craps.. as usual, work's pretty fucked with a stupid lesbo manager who always sides gals.

so much for work, i'm gonna get posted to wisma. well fcuk sony j8. hahas.

=)

i'm off..

~progressive chords. sighs.~

my finger.

2005-07-27T01:53:00.000-07:00

i woke up last nite, to shut the windows.. i was like half awake. "whamp" and i was screaming in pain. my forth finger got caught in between the ledge. it was like bleeding on the flesh area and under the nail. the flesh kinda tore. and it looks like those raw pork meat..

argh.

go ahead and laugh ur asses off.

and i cant practice my guitar tonight.. sighs. just stumbled on relient k - be my escape. pretty cool song.

(now playing..)

damn. i'm being posted to orchard sony gallery to work.

no more chris.

no more chris means no more girls.

no more girls means boring.

blah...
come visit me people..

boring.

2005-07-22T01:53:00.000-07:00

check out this song. Soul aslyum - runaway train.

sounds nice and very easy to do. just main basic chords. but i cant seem to strum and sing for that song. argh. =).

i have not been practising lately. craps. jamming session,!~ DESMOND. stupid ass. ma song..~ i need ma guitar backkkk.. and i mean now.

busy at work, jus cant think of any lyrics for it. hmms..

N i neeeeeda cash. craps. i wasted like 5bucks on toto. and i didnt strike. argh.

another boring day ahead..

-i can just picture ma fans going "encore! encore! "-

hEy

2005-07-14T02:50:00.000-07:00

it was helluva bday celebration.

finally got a off day today.

peace, conferences and talks were made with clubs organiser, zach, still in consideration for soulful intoxication debute.. still, theres no reply from nicole and the manager of indochine, wisma atria to feature us for 10mins and let us do a quick short performances..

jAmming as usual is pretty boring, but progression was great. with desmond's talent for sporting other strumming and playing riffs, we're able to go one step higher.

=)

yes, i havent been practicing much. i'm inspired by velvet revolver and muse. shall practice now.!

We gotta achieve to that standard, band mates.!~

bday boy

2005-07-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

its my birthday. and i went to celebrate my bday at indochine.

yeps.

many ppl, who doesnt knw me come up and say HAPPY BDAY. wow.. but clubbing was boring. special thanks to those who wished me.

=)

-daniel
-corn
-florabelle
-jiapei
-yiling (u still remembered my bday. tts so sweet of u) =)
-weiling (u're cute, adorable and U REMEMBERED MY BDAY.
- farah (although we met through dirty dancing. its so sweet for u to remember my bday)
- alicia (hun, u shld have clubbed wif us)
-joel (u're shit, but ur shit is deeply appreciated)
-broan
-ming
-sammie (u still owe me 1389518357 kisses)
-jeffery (sony)
-charles (sony)
-zach (for giving me free entry and table @indochine. thanks man) *u're my bro*
-gerard (my ex classmate)
-Cindy (from WLNY)
-MACDONALDS (they send me a sms) -.-
-Maxie (lets go do braids this aug)
-Deborah (lets meet up someday.)

the special thanks
-desmond (for the guitar, for helping out with my song, for making me realise my dream. lets rock on, soulful intoxication)

not last..
-mommy
-brother. (thank u for the surprise.)

and the person whom i thought wld wish me, didnt at all. i'm forgotten.

Indochine was pretty quite alright. one stupid butch, did creep walk and bump onto me purposely. omg.. and she ask for a challenge. hahas. and i creep walk back. i swear man, if the dance floor was not pack, i wld fucking breakdance. oh well. but in the end we shaked hands and became "frens".

=)

Its not a question but a lesson learnt in time.
Its something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope u had the time of your life.

-green day, time of your life-

my bday.

2005-07-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

yAy.. its my bday.

everyone remembered mine. but has she forgotten?.

yeah. toking about song ppl. i came up wif a song, after i came across this angel at my workplace. her face. i jus could stand there and looooK.

"can i ah..." was all i can say. she jus smile back.

oh sweet heavens.

neway. the lyrics of my song tt goes.-

i saw an angel, sent from above.
tell me what to say, i'm so confused.
a simple phrase, or a gentle whisper.
i cant tell her, or i dont knw how to.
tell me people?. m i crazy.?
her gentle smile, makes me weak.
her mesmerizing eyes.got me crazy.
is she the one, i've been longing for?
(x2)

-desmond is helpin me out with the solo and last part. thanks dude-

=))

zzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzZzzzz..

shall sleep.

= )

2005-06-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

i hate work balls.. first they complain about my attitude. and y?.. cos i report 2 work 2-5min late everyday..

and so today..

as soon as i alighted the bus, i rann like some kind of mongrel "boom boom boom boom" into j8, "ta ta ta ta ta" the escalator. ran inside sony, slam the door open "bang" and punched my card.. jus nice. 1130.

=)..

and my colleagues were like .. o.O

today was pretty much screwed...

work

2005-06-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

i jus came back from my fucked up working place..

and its time for me to start bitching.

fuck my bloody MANAGER.. i m late for like2 min.. then she count i'm late for 15min. THIS ISNT FAIR.. yes. but i work over time for like 37mins, and i dont get paid OT.. god damn it.

fucking 23year old manager.. stupid shit...

arghhs..

i'm one step closeer to complete my song.. -> "high school" and its accoustic rock. shall keep u guys updated.

=)

= )

2005-06-28T02:29:00.000-07:00

theory trial test is tommorow. and i havent really study for it yet.

= / great..

btw this is goin out to the passerbys.

SouLful intoXication is looking for a bassist.

any 1 interested?.. pls leave down ur name and link or contact no. n i will try to get to u asap.. =).

we do emo, alt rock, rock(blues), adult alt..

(its not the skill, but the passion in u.)

thoughts

2005-06-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

researches are giving me a headache..

whats the difference between dip in marketing and dip in business management?..

is it like the difference between G chord and G7?..

=/..

=)

2005-06-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

everyday i work..

n just seem so relaxing, fun.. i really enjoy working. i m really happy. i never smiled and felt so happy before..

=).

desmond, thanks for the guitar. =).. i came up with a melody and some chorus. please help me with it..

2005-06-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

and yes..

my birthday is coming.

people. Please flood my mail box wif more pressies.!~..

N NO!~.. virtual kisses and hugs for pressies are not excepted.. reality, i might consider. that's if u're hot enough. lol. jus crapping.

shall let u guys knw the time and the venue for the event. =).. most prob will be @ darren's hse.

=)..

have any of u guys heard of, lynard skynard - sweet home alabama?.

lols. its pretty tough to play.. shall do a remix and record it.

=)..

sweet home, alabama.. where the skies are blue.

sweet home, alabama.. i'm goin to get the fuck over with u. and i mean u.

lol. =)..

blink182

2005-06-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

i gonna learn it from blink 182.

how they'd play power chords on accoustic guitar.

=)).. another boring day has past.

n i m a day closer of getting my bike license.. Pay day's 3weeks from now. what am i goin to do.?..

= / ..

hey peeps. if u have any nice songs, pls tag and i will get back to u.

=)

brigantia..

2005-06-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

=)..

jus finish studyin for my bike, and ready for the test.. i prefer driving car though, so much more easier to understand, maybe cos i m interested in it..

yea.

drifting.

*evil grins*

=)

missing out some chords and tune for my latest single. i shall find out, practice, jam. record, and let u guys hear it..

=))

testing

2005-06-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

hey ppl..

yes yes. i've changed my blog and the address.!!.. =))

its still in construction. i shall get it done asap.

gonna hit my pillow soon. i've still got work tml.

=))

testing

2005-06-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

test.....